My back pains get 10x’s worse when I’m on my period. I can’t move an inch without a sharp pain shooting down my spine I can’t even get up from bed & my cramps aren’t helping at all. I’m in so much pain all I wanna do is cry.
Even if you came back it would be impossible to pick up where we left off. Nine months is far too much. It’s too far gone & it’ll never be the way it was. & sometimes I like to think you will come back eventually. But I don’t even know if I’d let you. I’ve left you, & you’ve left you, many many times before. & each time we’d somehow find our way back. We’d swallow our pride & give in, no questions asked. But this time was different & I can’t explain why or how, it just is. I wouldn’t be able to put my full trust in you again & id be so worried that you’d leave, again. It sucks bc I feel like I don’t even know how to say hi to you anymore. We used to be able to talk about anything & everything & now it feels impossible to say a simple greeting. I’d do a lot to be able to start over. I want nothing more than to start over. I want nothing more than to wake up & see you sleeping next to me again. Absolutely nothing.
when i was little my mom told me that you get a baby when you share something special with someone and one day this boys mom brought him mcdonald’s for lunch and he shared his fries with me so i was like “when are we having the baby”
Marrying young is not the end of my freedom. It means I want to travel and see the world, but with her by my side. It means I still like drinking in bars and dancing in clubs, but stumbling home with her at 2am and eating pizza in our underwear. It means I know that I want to kiss those lips every morning, and every night before bed. If you see marriage as the end of your ‘freedom’, you’re doing it wrong.
SOMEONE FINALLY SAID IT